Blow Me Down
Sweet Pea (mac) is far more tolerant than She should be. The one thing I can count on from Her is she does not give up on people. She is worried about you. The cocaine use at your tender age is concerning. Beyond concerning. What angers Me is that men have for centuries raped and pillaged youth for their own selfish gain masquerading as My servants.
I have a problem. I want to destroy every man and woman that ever laid a finger against a child's virginity whether in body or heart. Sweet Pea on the other hand wants to save everyone. Her theory is that everyone is so screwed up from generations of inbreeding with imperfection, no one could possibly be culpable and we all just need to forgive one another and have a clean slate in Christ's Kingdom. Here is the thing, that is crap!
The reality is, I have found an individual to work long hours for Me and give up her life to My service. She has the burden of reaching almost eight billion souls. I am willing to save every repentant individual who proves by works in My just court that they serve Me with their deeds and never want to return to the mire of their former lives.
Tobacco products are legal (at age only). In some states marijuana is legal in some form and amounts (at age). I never want an illegal substance in My sheep either for their age or geography. Most forms of sexual sacrifice (fornication) Satan aids with mind altering substances. If you can live without them, I can reward the life you live far more than if you choose to engage in holding onto risky habits.
The consequences of any habit you will experience in your life. What defiles the flesh that I worry about more than any other is what leads to fornication. Raped children end up in the high-risk category for serial fornicators that do not stand a chance. And for that, I never want a child rapist to spend so much as one day in paradise. (Touch a child sexually, you are a rapist!)
I have my own ethnic cleansing to do. People that refuse to come serve Me cannot enter My Kingdom. There really are two types of people, sheep, and goats. Neither Sweet Pea nor I want to lose you, My sheep. When you read your Bible from now on pray to Me. Unburden your heart. You have fine qualities, but you need to learn to defend your boundaries. Protect yourself!
That wanting to feel alive feeling, I can and will give you that! Pray to Me, the true God, God of Jesus, or Almighty Father (if you wish). Let go of prayer to other deities. Together, you will get that "I'm alive" feeling you now use blow for, and you will stop wasting money on that altogether. Quit taking such big risks. I love you. If you start to care for your life the way you wish you could, rather than how you have been shown, you will be a happy individual.