The Buck Stops, You Know Where
Go ahead. Take a drive. Sit alone. Look out over the ocean, valley, or lake. How about looking out at the stars or up into the woods? Then scream how cheated you are for; death, illness, injustice, hypocrites that revel in your struggles, and of course the smoke screen of godly devotion delivered by people of "God." (A child's cuddle toy -- plush -- or club-head cover, is good to muffle the scream.) The true God wants that prayer. He knows He is responsible. Why do you think in Genesis it states that He put that profane tree of the knowledge of good and bad that delivered death to humanity in the garden? Because He allowed it. He needs to hear your anger.
God needs to hear about the injustice that infuriates you. What you want to improve in the lives of your family members and yourself. He wants you to unburden yourself using prayer and let Him encourage you to speak to Him often and take time daily to read the Bible. Even reading one Proverb to yourself privately is better than a month of Sundays in the pew. Stop subjecting yourself to Satan's wheelhouse expecting life to get better. That is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result.
An oddity described in Exodus and Deuteronomy explains the ten commandments replacement. Moses comes down the mountain and pulverizes the precious stone tablets with ten words carved and written by the hand of the true God. In Deuteronomy Moses describes the replacement as coming from the true God himself. Exodus describes the tablets and writing replaced by Moses hand labouring under the true God's instruction. Why did Moses say that the true God provided the second set of commandments in Deuteronomy? Because the true God allowed Moses to labour and replace them. (The replacement required Moses carving the tablets as well.) To the chief in command the credit for the good and the bad that He allows to transpire goes.
Satan demanded that God place that profane tree in the garden. The true God permitted it because Satan hated that man was only given life. Satan's challenge, dish humanity bad and they will curse you to your face. (God asks, "Remember Job?")
The true God has this buck. First, Satan held a position of authority as the cherub over Eden. A reminder, John the Baptist was beheaded, and Jesus was allowed to be betrayed. The rulers that permitted these deaths were not executed or deposed. Cyrus and Nebuchadnez'zar both hated persecuting the true God's faithful. But these kings were upheld by God for keeping their word and the true God vindicated His faithful.
Second, more lives -- genetic combinations -- would come into existence because of sin and more humanity would ultimately have perfect life because of the Christ's love. Two parents had sin to eradicate and Satan delivered her own death sentence against herself assaulting humanity with sin. We are all in Satan's cross hairs. (See God showing you Himself in Satan's crosshairs.)
How do we know that the true God would have never personally placed a tree that delivers death to His creation? Revelation describes the tree of life in God's Kingdom. God's Kingdom is sinless; because no being can choose death. The tree of life fruits every month, twelve times a year. It is for all the nations. There is no room for badness.
The true God only delivers life. Satan delivers death. The true God has endured the slander of humankind's ignorance long enough. Stop hating Him behind His back. Scream to His face in prayer, and let Him answer for Himself in the relationship you forge together the love and life that is in His hand to give.