Fancy Breeches
Coining A Word*
In the eyes, a dead-away look that feigns interest in others, that interest is a stare looking through others mapping onto self, steady appreciation, and admiration. This look is haunting, concerning and unnerving. It reveals conceit, vanity, or haughtiness in the bearer. This precarious combination of conceit and vanity begs a new word, ceitan. Just as you can use seitan in place of meat like tofu, ceitan is also one that replaces.
Ceitan rhymes with its namesake Satan. Life rewarded by laurels and luck is the fruit of a ceitan. Manipulating honest hearted ones and lying with denial are the hallmarks of a young ceitan who perfects denial and manipulation until human trafficking and money laundering are close at hand. Gifts arrive to young ceitans when no deed is done. The exchange is a smile and wink of a promise of never fulfilled deliverables. Beware of being insatiable.
That dead-away look after years of insatiable consumption, reaping where you did not sow, and gratuitous fornication, seducing virgins and those gullible enough to believe you capable of loving another -- when you hate your spouse -- yields a gaze of death. Your pupils sit incapable of responding in your eye sockets. Death is your reward. If you have feeling about your insatiable lusts that beg repentance, the true God will listen. You are blood guilty just like Satan. That does not mean that you are not capable of receiving the same forgiveness of every other sinner on this earth.
It will not go easy for you, however. Conceit, vanity, and haughtiness are three qualities rarely noticed in the narcissist that bears them. If you want to repent of your many fornications; cloak your personality with the qualities of the Christ and serve the true God, you will be loved. Without repentance your eyes betray your judgment.