Binding with A Spell
Why the pun? The reader, interpreter, chooses its meaning. If one sees more than one meaning, fine. What meaning of Ggod's pun, belief, that forms actionable decisions is known by God and Satan. What do the meanings that form actionable decisions get called in Biblical terms? Faith.
At some point mac will get back to edits and look for the; gets, gots, haves, that's, and so on. It is not today. Today, the fresh diary entry is posted. This edit work is perendinated. God has a huge dilemma on his hands with mac's character. It is not procrastination.
When she first looked at "Old School" her prosopolepsy said, "This is a man who choses to do righteously when faced with struggle." This is her internal dialogue process. She looks for what agrees with her construct of Godly, as in Christly, behaviour. God has lots of head-shaking he does with mac, jaw in hand. Sometimes it is wide-eyed in horror at what she is in for.
The consternation of it all is, mac does not generally pay too much attention to dress. She watches behaviour and still looks for why Righteousness was in play with what the individual did if they did in her direction. In the case of "Old School" his dress just added to what she wanted to believe of him when she first caught a glimpse, as an unmarried heterosexual female, what she wanted to believe because of what she wanted for her. What prayer did she make, "Why can't I ever meet a man like that?" That was the sum total of her design. This is mac's survival construct. This is how one survives antichrist.
The pun is a balanced scales tester. How god exists in soul's shaping their beliefs is covered. What it is that is coined as COVID is covered. How COVID and the four beast hell, Obama, Winfrey, Sharpton with Woods pulled from the fire is concocted between soul and spirt is covered. Understand this balanced scales happen in pairs. Pair one, when god told you to do the shitty thing and you did it, fine. When god told you to do the fine thing and you did not, oops. Pair two, when god told you to do the fine thing and you did, fine. When god told you to the shitty thing and you did not, oops. Obedience is better than sacrifice because you are proving you obey god.
Did you as a soul decide to use restraint doing the shitty or fine thing at your god's request? You as a soul acted as your own god sinning against god. What was in your heart was on trial at every event of disobedience to your god. You see, being faithful to your god means you are sparred judgement. Were you serving someone else's god (the big idol perhaps) when you made your actionable decisions going against your own internal voice? You sinned against god.
Getting others to do your dirty work for you is how you get away with proving you were obedient to god. This means you get credit for doing the shitty thing yourself. mac never undermined chain of command. What do you need to be remote from the deed but get your credit as serving god? The demon that provides you more access on God Almighty's proprietary spirit consciousness network. What else did you need? Antichrist to cover over your deeds you did. What did antichrist do? Proved false to her own god saving her own soul. (mac is not giving away this knowledge. It like other things, some you need for survival, she charges for.)
mac has something to give to souls who sinned against god because she always listened to God even when He had her do the really shitty things He could to keep her alive. That fear of the LORD feeling was what was in play when she was doing the really shitty thing even for survival. mac is assured by Christ, not one other soul walking earth today has ever experienced fear of the LORD.
To the grins and giggles of most readers, mac endured many fuckings her years of slavery that Jehovah was forced on her as a god. What saved her? She too was allowed to trust her gut. That she could not make a prayer of heart to protect herself in antichrists' world was the crime against her soul. What was the other thing that saved her? Her definition of Jehovah did not map to the Jehovah's Witnesses definition of Jehovah.
What is unique about mac's gut trusting? She always assumed she was just evil when not following even simple dust of the Bible like, be content with present things. For replacing an old product with a new one, she was not appreciating what she had. What mac was doing was trusting her gut, with no good reason, buying something to replace what antichrist had polluted. Then mac looked at the new product before purchasing it and looked for reasons why it was better than the one she owned. Most times she didn't replace, she simply stopped a project. (Yes, mac knows she just gave you a freebie.)
Then she was married. (Whoopee.) Her only tool for survival was begging her god construct (understanding of course God was only Righteous) reasons to love the purely evil lazy nigger she married. What did she do? Believed the reasons god gave her to love her husband. And she loved him until the day he abandoned the marriage. Then she gave him the freedom he asked for from her. He sent an instant message that read, "The best thing for both of us would be a divorce." This was after he moved in with his mother 1k miles away and spent weeks face-timing her while he was "job" searching in California. She was liquidating everything for the move and planning their future home in San Diego.s
What is the problem with mac's hypothetical prayers of heart? If you want to be a good cook, try many recipes, purchase quality cookware, be willing to sample the raw ingredients with an analytical mind for the meals outcome, keep your kitchen and tools clean and be resourceful with what is in the pantry or freezer. Never would mac scrub her shower floor and say, "Now I am a world class chef." Antichrist does in the pentameter, "A queen I sit, I am no widow." It all started with her giving head swallowing in a toilet for money. This granted her authority to grow Mondeleze foods. Under mac, everyone reaps where they sow.
Are you learning you are now looking at loosing everything? To warn the reader, mac's question is, "Why should you be allowed to keep what you have?" Guess what, with Christ's kingdom in play, the demons, are dealing with your disobedience to them. The horror for you people? God Almighty is God and he does not give away power.